i have more than 5 people telling me this week they actually do read my blog..and i seldom get so many people telling me about my blog within a short period of time.
this shows what? i got no idea.hahas.but maybe, despite me changing my blog address without telling more than 3 people, they can still find it huh..not bad -.-

never been so happy for a long time and this time, i am truely glad.the burden is lifted once and for all. I dont need to care for the 1st time how you think. I glad a conclusion has been made and its great the stoy has ended!yay..how ironic. i was reading RU XUE's blog and she was saying about crying and wanz's blog as well..maybe every good book needs tears to wrap things up. But then again, i have many occasions where think tears is unnecessary.ah.i am so random but its for me to understand.

but i just want to thank so many so many people.
sn peeps: lucia, peck, fel, lydia,mich =)
you guys really make my days great and thanks lucia and peck for listening that day.it never felt so gd to have friends who know you best.

co friends: yulei, zen, yw! i have not seen yulei for like million years. i wonder how she is doing.zen and yw..gd friends to talk to =)

classmates: yp-never once probe too much into my life which im thankful for
sy-i always get a little crazy with her during phy double periods
yy-havent been talking much but i am just glad to have her around
yj-her smile really makes me think nothing is the end in this world
roy,ferro and simon..cant describe explicitly but they just know how to make me feel gd with their smses
ht! his smiley face i received that day was such a surprise.i didnt expect him to type that..you know the stern and serious look he always has just doesnt match him with a smiley face.HAHA
cj!another surprise msg which he sent to me during the prelims!

and the rest of the class of course..through that little note which they have written for me in that piece of paper, i really got to know how they think about me and i am really amazed =)

and of course father paul for making me feel so inspired

never forgetting my parents.they took turns to console me.they know me too well

and maybe i should add jay chou too..because i feel happier with his songs ringing in my head =)
yue de di qi zhang =)) SS..dont worry..your name is put here too =) thanks for always trying to make me feel better because of my all time worst gp grade.

but dont worry..i feel so good after the episode is over =)

forget it..dont make me get frustrated over this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i beg people to leave me alone =((

oh..i still enjoy watching leon acts!=)) hahas

if you think those previous entries are all about you..you dead wrong.my life doesnt revolve about you and only you

I am very sorry but i have chosen not to read it this time round
I am not certain if you even know the existence of my site.
even if its a yes, its my way of communicating to you and i prefer it this way because its a one way thing.

I am not sure if it will help our already strained friendship but sorry, i really refuse to look at it.
and if you want to be friends with me once again, i will always welcome the idea
but of course i will approach it in a different way now.

dont talk to me

sometimes i do think about it
not say i do not care, but i prefer to set my piorities right
reluctant,hesitate,avoid
is it possible to return back to the starting point
do i, in the 1st place, hope to return back there?
i dont think i do.
the only word i can say now is

sorry

though this word can be misused quite a few times
but this is really coming deep down from my heart
i cant do much..or should i say, i cannot do anything right now
if this really have to end this way
i will accept it
i dont think i am the one to be blamed for such an outcome
for once i feel i have done no wrong
i do sense stubborness in me right now
but really, i dont think i am of any fault
it wasnt me that it turned out this way
i guess we have all reached the end of our crossed roads

goodbye then

left with 5days..
no matter what, i have faith in you
and i know you will bring me through the difficult odds i am facing
and i know you will give me a better life, a better soul, a better spiritual life
I am inspired to go to the place where you want me to
if I have the chance, i will see you there! =)