the year of NINETEEN has come finally!
alright who says I am looking forward to it since I am reaching an age with a 2 in it!

every yr, it is a different feeling when the day comes.
but this year and the next THREE MORE YEARS.. it will be the same..I BET!
cries..

oh wells, thanks everything to those who rmb =)
i love you guys!

been a long time.
I shouldnt have gone for it again because everytime I return home its either with a troubled mind or heavy heart..when in actual fact, it is supposed to do much more. There's a problem. That's because I am not myself I feel. Its difficult but i miss those common people.

Met a new friend today. or should i say 2? oh well..some people know me but i dont know them. they are nice.but is that at a superficial level?
i hate it. if thats the case, i rather have no friends than have friends.

half a yr to go..by then, I will say gd bye!somehow i can't wait for it
and i really shouldnt be feeling this way




gonna live in prayer