I get extremely upset when the people whom I so dearly love just do not understand me. especially when it comes to my parents, it hurts me to most
I still remember once I scored about 80 over for a maths paper in sec2. It was lower than my usual 90 over and I got scolded for not studying hard when the paper was set purposely at a higher standard. I was in fact one of the top few in class already but yet my mom didnt believe me.
Another time when I was in primary school, I got canned by my mom for staying at my friend's house for slightly more than an hr to play. She wanted me home straight from school.
As I grow older, the reminder of working hard does surface at times by parents. Though it can just be a reminder, it can seem as an insult to me. Even friends know that I work hard. If my own parents can't see it, do they even understand my character at all?
I am just 2 days away before reaching 1 drving probation year. all i ask is just to allow me to drive alone to church from home. it was a definite no. what made me upset was the fact my dad does not understand that i would never want to do something which i am not confident at. If I wasnt confident, I wouldnt want to take the car at all.
I really often wonder how much my parents know me.
and this is defnitely not helping my current down period.
I still remember once I scored about 80 over for a maths paper in sec2. It was lower than my usual 90 over and I got scolded for not studying hard when the paper was set purposely at a higher standard. I was in fact one of the top few in class already but yet my mom didnt believe me.
Another time when I was in primary school, I got canned by my mom for staying at my friend's house for slightly more than an hr to play. She wanted me home straight from school.
As I grow older, the reminder of working hard does surface at times by parents. Though it can just be a reminder, it can seem as an insult to me. Even friends know that I work hard. If my own parents can't see it, do they even understand my character at all?
I am just 2 days away before reaching 1 drving probation year. all i ask is just to allow me to drive alone to church from home. it was a definite no. what made me upset was the fact my dad does not understand that i would never want to do something which i am not confident at. If I wasnt confident, I wouldnt want to take the car at all.
I really often wonder how much my parents know me.
and this is defnitely not helping my current down period.
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