Anger or Sadness
I feel that I am more of the formal than the latter.
i always thought the reason was very simple but it turned out something so unexpected which caused me to be living in bewilderment for the past 3days. Up till now, I just cant shake off this uncomfortable feeling after it has come to light.
Was it the inferior part of me which is contributing to this factor?
digusted
unsettled
abhorred
It just made me loath everyone and I was extremely disappointed.
utterly despondent.
It really isnt a good topic to be mentioned on blogs.It really shouldnt be.But i just need something to release my discomfort.Singing jay's songs didnt heal me this time round.
This issue is really serious
It just reflects the ugly side of humankind.
materialistic,selfish, prejudice
If you think that I am just naive to think everyone is nice in the world, well, perhaps its true that I shouldnt try to put this saintly image on everyone i see.But in actual fact, I dont. Everyone has his own flaws. Its just whether if you are willing to embrace their imperfections and treat them as equals. We are not perfect ourselves. We are handicap in one aspect or another. Be it judging people by their looks, being insensitive to people's feelings, or just being a freak itself. Why cant everyone just put aside differences for once and accept each other? I know its not simple.It can never be an easy task but at least try! Being a senior, and yet carry out such an unspeakable action, it really leaves me speechless.
Am I overeacting? I refuse to believe I am because I am just simply not!
If anyone has sort of guess what I am exactly referring to, good then. If not, a bring home message," Things are never as simple as it looks. Human Beings are devious."
If I ever realise that more people are a part of this conspiracy, I am just down on my luck.
I do give credit for people as well. They have been great freshmen.
Somehow I am not every enthusiastic into thanking those nice people I have met along the way..i shall do it in my next post hopefully.
I do hope those who have heard do have some comments on their own. If they have been nonchalent, I wonder are they humane or not..do they have a guilty conscience?
Maybe what greg says is right...Welcome to the real world.
