Thursday, December 13, 2007

oh well..met my all time fav LU!
seriously..u made me feel I am not alone in this world friend! =)

pnw was amazing
it was better than the first I ever had.
somehow it was amazing.
looking at the blessed sacrament
tears just flow uncontrollably
something was missing before that
and it is certainly reconcilation
although I may not be able to pin point any of the God's moment I have
I feel light and relieved

you were there and even after 19 yrs, you have not forsaken me
and I think you are the only friend who will continue to stand by me
thanks

Beautiful Lord, wonderful saviour
I know for sure, all of my days are held in Your hands
Crafted into Your perfect plan

You gently call me, into Your presence
Guiding me by, Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life through Your eyes

I'm captured by, Your Holy calling
Set me apart
I know You're drawing me to Yourself
Lead me Lord I pray

Take me, Mold me
Use me, Fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hands
Hold me, Guide me
Lead me, Walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand


It ended...
with me taking a step back

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Thursday, December 06, 2007

alright..today is my last paper
the first time i would say to myself, I am ill-prepared
not that I am very prepared for my last 4 modules but at least I felt I didnt let myself down
so lets see how i do at 9am

just like how a good decision is not based on the outcome
I think the quality of studying is not based on results as well
alright..just trying to deceive myself further

i am exhausted and I shant care anymore

i am troubled
i wanna go for a coffession =S

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Monday, December 03, 2007

i wonder if it is too much mno typing of helpsheets getting into me because i am feeling super down now. the upcoming 2 more exams weighs heavily in my mind since i rather like these two mods.

I have changed!
and i hate the new me.
I wanna go back to the old days
and i have lost sight of you again!
that explains why whatever I am doing seems so wrong

sigh..its hard..
sleep sleep sleep! =(

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