its simply irritating.
i have changed my internet plan.
a one with double the speed
a one which is wireless..
BUT
its slower than before
it better gets back to its usual performance before i lodge a complaint soon
and whoever is tapping my wireless will get it big time from me

taken a day off.
dont feel excited for anything and everything
year end party is in 4wks time.
i dont feel 07 is coming
christmas is arriving
i dont feel its a period for praise and worship
that someday is nearing
i dont feel much about it too

maybe because no one matters to me anymore

oh i am tired
but i cant wait to have a friend next wk with me!hahas.my days will turn brighter..that i am sure

its only for the strong and the lucky

finally. a long break away from the books. actually, i sort of miss it because i dont get as tired during school days as i am now.life continues and its not very different from my last 18 years in spore after As..that sounds sad

thanks to all who have wished me.surprisingly, there were like double the number who remembered this year and i wonder why. sad to say, i wasnt in the mood for anything but i am glad there are few groups of friends who still want to celebrate it for me =) thanks

i have been watching goong.the show just ended and i just started.see how slow i am.hahas. but i managed to survive the show unlike da chang jin which i gave up within 2 episodes?one factor was that i roughly know whats goong about unlike da chang jin which i know nuts about it. so i was able to finish the series. i am so weird huh. people usually do the otherwise.
oh and i realise boy-ish looking is not my kind.so i dont understand why so many people like kim jeong-hoon. i think joo ji-hoon is so much better. in fact, i like him only after the last 2 eps plus those ng parts. he is so so so different from the role he is acting as. and the common thing he has with leon is that he is model.cool huh..

off i go and rest..i am very exhausted

i am really surprised to see quite a handful of thoughtful friends who wished me luck for fm!
RAH!=( one more paper..my worst paper has to be done on my last day of exams..
haiz
told my mom quite abit of what i think
erm..maybe not abit..but ALOT
its quite good to let your parents know how you feel towards this education system and how you will look at your grades so they wont give unnecessary pressure

my dad has been very encouraging unlike my mom
but my mom has been doing alot to make sure that i am ready for my exams
irony......................................

whenever i read it, i just feel utterly disappointed.
the journey was arduous.it took me long enough to return back to the path where i hope you will be there to give me light to my ever grey sky.
i thought i have reached
and was so elated to see you.
but your hands seem unreachable
your blessings for me seem unable to settle on me
i feel very down
but i will never stop trying
i will do it till i get back the feeling i had once so strongly for 2 years ago

GP is tmr!it has never been a good subject for me no matter how many people on earth claim that i am so ang moh..

too bad

and its weird.i am jealous because of that
and i am usually the kind who dont really get jealous easily
argh!i hate to share what i have believed in right from the start when i was born
eh...maybe not from the start..but defnitely 1 or 2 months after my birth.
i cant really remember the date