I have been rather sad lately.
difficult to explain
and I am finally sick
oh this is great

the more some of the friends treat me better
the more i cant control some of the things

haiz.........drunk because of my sorrows

did i mention to anyone that i love going to the dentist?
but it will be my last visit there since i am turning 19 next year.
sob sob
i love the place
although there are different dentists attending to me everytime i go there
all of them know how to pronounce my name perfectly
that's so amazing
i wonder if their grasp of the english language affects this
because only those with superb gp results plus 4 subj and s papers of course are able to get into dentistry

i will miss it =(
i hate having to correct people the way which they should follow to call my name.

oh i think i am in love with yulei!hahas =D her head will grow bigger if she ever sees this..
she wont of course..

was a little sad when i saw it.hopefully, its the truth.i want it to be for real.or else the hurt will be greater.isnt it so?